Im falling apart. I still want you. I still love you. You’re still the world to me. I don’t know what changed. But I sure as hell don’t know how to be happy when the one person, the only person. That I cared so much about. That I would do anything for. That I would buy the world for. That I would support through anything. The one person who was my everything, my best friend. My angel, and what do I do when that person leaves? How do I keep it together? How do I not fall apart? How do I move on? How do I love someone again? How do I trust someone again? How do I smile? Because I don’t see it happening anytime soon.

Ill just wait for everyone to go to bed so I can break down.